sing me somethin' sweet

I've completely gone into some sort of "hiding"ever since yesterday, cancelled plans and sulked. I'm not one that takes pride in feeling sorry for herself, but there comes a time when there is nothing left to do but pull yourself away for a little awhile and just be alone with yourself. I think that is one of the most fearless relationships that you can have. It's important to be able to give yourself a check, do some journaling, and deal with the junk that you can't sweep under the rug anymore.

So, tonight, I've taken pride in sweatpants, pizza from Bravos, grey's anatomy season two, some light reading, and my guitar. Oh! and some Adele to go along with it. I'm pretty sure she writes a song for every mood.

I went out last night with some friends to just celebrate a typical thursday night. I was actually, surprisingly, not much in the mood to let loose and go wherever the wind takes me. I had to work this morning so I was much more like a parent I felt like, trying to make sure everyone else wasn't whoring themselves out to whoever would take it. To be perfectly honest, I'm a little upset at how easily girls "give it up". I'm not talking about sex here (although it can apply), but the simple attention and affection from ANY guy is enough to make a girl fall to her knees (not literally I hope) and somewhat imagine a life that goes further beyond the next game of pool. Have we lost our dignity and respect as females? Are we becoming THAT desperate for something more that we are willing to compromise out personal morals and beliefs for the sake of a cheap booty call?

I'm not excluding myself from this, because who doesn't enjoy the occasional dreamy look or arm around the shoulder to make them feel like they "belong". But what is it going to take to realize that our dignity and worth does not come from a man who can't even stay faithful to the one he is with?

One of my fave pictures from the night.... love you dre!

i'm gonna let him fly

Things that made this weekend totally rock:

-lake house
-mattress surfing
-alcohol
- sleepovers like we were 13 again
-old friends
-hotdogs

Hope your weekend was wonderful and you made the most of your time spent. I'm learning a lot about time lately... and patience for that matter.

Anyways, happy monday!

Italian beer, italian men.... italian fest

I live for little moments like these. Hope your summer is continuing to be happy... and hot!!

oh and ps... the girls and I went out on thursday night for yet another 21st birthday celebration. I got to talking to this great guy at the bar.....and then.....he showed me his wedding ring that he had been hiding and asked if I had a problem with it. To any man who has EVER pulled this.... YOU ARE A COMPLETE AND TOTAL DOUCHE.

good day.

It's gonna be a long hot summer, we should be together:) :)

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY BRITTANY PRICE.

yes, a massive amount a pictures for such a fun event! Dinner at Scotty's Brewhouse, drinks at Howl at the Moon, and then some singing at Taps and Dolls. so fun:)

oh, and if the beautiful aussie from my way out happens to see this, get a hold of me:)

Saturdays are good

New days, better days

This week has been the most emotional week of my life. Emotions are not something that I talk about openly. Mostly because I don't want to be "that girl" who can't appreciate life as it is. I don't want to be the girl who doesn't understand just how good she has it. But when your heart is laid out and exposed and the reply is nothing but heart wrenching, you can't help but wonder what the hell life is handing you.

Speaking up and speaking your soul is a difficult measure to take. I wouldn't do it so expressively if I did not believe my words with every bone in my body.

With that being said, I so so so thankful for beautiful people in my life, who lift my spirits and make me realize that this life really is beautiful, even when the clouds seem to roll on in and make themselves at home. Chelsea and I went to the rathskeller last night, it's a local restaurant/ bar in Indy that has live music at times. Last night Jessica Rae was playing. I only caught the last 30 minutes of her show but, from what I saw, she was incredible. Her voice had an organic sound to it. She also was the most down- to- earth person, which Chelsea and I learned when we chatted with her after the show. Best of luck, Miss Rae. Hope to see you on the big stage someday!:) ....Grab her stuff off of itunes or www.jessicaraemusic.com. I bought the CD and it hits strait to the heart. So beautiful.

All my love... and wishes for happier days full of wishes, beautiful thinking, contentment, excitement, and most importantly...love. It's worth it.

beer and best friends

under less than stellar circumstances.